My friend,Feelings of tiredness are not always so easy to deal with. When the body is tired and the thoughts are focused on the past, progress might seem like a long shot.
Well, it is not.
Behind the conscious processes of your mind, something much bigger is going on. A restructuring of every subtle process within your being is coming online and this is what causes the body to resist.
Humans are often very reluctant to change, and it has been this way for a very, very long time. It is programmed into the DNA of humans, because this trait of resisting reality has been passed down from generation to generation.
What you are doing now, at this time in history, is something humanity has never done before. A massive change of the human consciousness is happening on so many levels that the part of you in physicality is overwhelmed by the whole thing.
What you can do to ease this process is to stay in acceptance of whatever is going on. Don't try to put yourself into situations you "think" you should experience, but rather let yourself float to wherever the small voice within you tells you to move.
This is your heart speaking, and if you are able to recognize its subtle, yet profound nudging's, the path to sovereignty will become less bumpy. The heart, the spiritual heart, resonates with truth, honor and love. Oneness is it's way of looking at life, and the more you move yourself toward this way of looking at life; the faster your progress (letting go) will become.
This is why Jesus said to "turn the other cheek". Don't get involved in war, as subtle as this wars might seem, if you intend to live from the heart. Resistance to love is what is causing the discomfort.
Your heart has a certain resonance within it. Everything got its own frequency, and the heart is not any different. It does not matter if it is physical or not, frequency is the building blocks to your current reality. To harmonize with the idea of living your life in a loving way, you first need to set the intention.
Intention is the initial spark that will turn your path toward love. This small, but significant action of setting an intention, is like putting a seed in the ground of your psyche. It will be tender and fragile at first, but if your keep caring for it the first few weeks, it will start to grow bigger and bigger.
If you set the intention to love, love will grow inside you. Ask and it shall be given, is that not another thing Jesus said? Jesus was a wise man, but even if you do not believe he existed, the stories about him can still be a motivation on how to life life.
Kindness, respect and honor is what will keep earth moving into a brighter future. Will you play the part of carrying that resonance in your being. If you choose to live from love, love will come to you. If you choose to live from love, this same love will heal what is not love.
Namaste